Park Jaebeom [1]

A boy who was born and raised in the States whom I had been questioning how he would cope with different cultures and traditons. Surprisingly, it seemed to me that he was well-adapted...but he wasn't. He is one of any ordinary persons.
Just like a student that flew away from home to study aboard with no one...have you had that kind of that experience? or just a couple of months alone and ain't there because your company has sent you? taking his side? whatever you call me...
His bright character and puzzled look when he didn't get what people around him were talking are still vivid in my memory...Jaebeom, the devoting leader, you've colored my life with your voice and all the laughters you've given to me.
Why there're tears in your eyes? I wish I could return those laughthers to you ...

Leaving if Jay leaves...

This is not a protest...I'm writing this with my tiring spirit.
Though my fave is Chansung, I'll definitely be gone if Jay does.
Jay is the leader. Without him, things won't be the same.
I work around the clock with a hope that one day i'll get to see all of them that keeps me alive.
Now..I don't know what to say.
God has probably prepared this for him so that he could be more stronger. God always has better plans for us, believe in him, Jay.
I'll pray for you.

September 8...

In a few hours, i'll turn 26...this is the 2nd bad september 8 in a row to me.
I'm not feeling happy and have been lost tracks of everything except that thing.
Am i leaving this blog? Absolutely no. I've been working plus studying and lack of rest, only 5 hours a day each week and I have to save that precious 5 hours for sleeping.
I'm not here to wait for anyone to say happy birthday to me...I'm here to say Love&Respect